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August Ames

Driving to say goodbye to you today along this road with this symbolic imagery in front of us i already couldn’t stop crying. I wonder what you were thinking as you drove…

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Waking Up at Home

*This is an old post from my previous blog* I wake up before the alarm goes off and feel his warm body touching mine before I open my eyes. I keep them…

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Unexplainably Beautiful

*This is an old post from my previous blog* I’ll never be able to truly understand how it’s possible for life and the things in it to be so fucking unexplainably beautiful.…

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Broken CDs

*This is an old post from my previous blog* By the time I was about 10 I came and went as I pleased, spent the night wherever I wanted and did whatever…

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My Childhood

*This is an old post from my previous blog* I have no idea how old I am in the photo above, I have to be younger than 4yrs old because everyone is…

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My 1st Porn Experience

*This is an old post from my previous blog* I’m sitting naked on the floor in my bedroom, staring into a mirror that covers the entire surface of the wall in front of…

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Starting to Fall

*This is an old post from my previous blog* I remember telling him I’m afraid of saying I love you because I knew it was coming because I knew we both felt…

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Don’t Fall

*This is an old post from my previous blog* For the next two weeks I made Johnny wait.  I was working 60 hours a week and had a lot of stuff going…

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2 Foot Wet Mess

*This is an old post from my previous blog* I’ve always gotten so much joy from doing nice things for Johnny.  I remember one weekend he was passing through the city I…

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The Funeral

*This is an old post from my previous blog* The day my Mother died I was asleep in my bed in California.  My cell phone rang five times at around 5am and…

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The Morning After

*This is an old post from my previous blog* But really it’s what comes next that is more amazing than all of that.  The feeling of lying on his chest under his…